11 August 2024

One comes to me with a dream.  In the dream, this one is at a basketball game with another.  There’s a questionable call and he asks the one with him, “Why did the coach make that decision.”  The one with him calls the coach over.  The coach leaves his job coaching the team and happily answers his question.  He tells me, “I feel as if I am royalty or something.  I mean, coaches don’t just leave their team to answer a fan’s question, happily, during the game.”  He’s right.  My wife and I take this situation to Jesus and I ask, “Is the one sitting with him a friend or enemy.”  Jesus answers, “This one manipulates situations around him.  He works through others to accomplish his desired result.  He’s been assigned to him, at birth, to do this and he’s become close to him. They’re friends.  He’s known him a long time.  He raised him when his mother wasn’t around to raise him, when he was drinking with friends, when he was having sex with women and throughout his career.  He knows him well and they’ve been good friends.”  The one I’m working with understands who this figure’s been throughout his life and repents, sorrowfully, to Jesus.  Jesus accepts, mercifully, and tells him, “He plays in and out of your personality.  You don’t know where he ends and you begin.”   The one I’m working with tells me, “I now know that if I died right now and didn’t have Jesus, I would be turned over to this one, he would make me his slave and I would do whatever he wanted me to for eternity.  The object of his wrath” and asks Jesus, “Can we get rid of him?”  Jesus gives further clarification on the situation, “This one’s played the role of your mother and he has played the role of your father. You’re like the boy who’s been raised by wolves.  He’s all you’ve ever known.  He’s closer to you than your parents and your sibling.  You run to him for most everything, weather you realize it or not.  He’s played the role of your best friend, your girlfriends and your wife.  You’ve loved him and he’s received your love as worship.  But today that ends.  I want you to myself.  I don’t want to share you with him.”  Jesus tells me to grab him, I do, overwhelm him and demand his identity.  My wife feels, “I feel there’s two parts.  One’s really angry and the other’s really sad.  I split the emotions, go after the sad one and hear, “I am his brother.”  This is a 13-year-old human spirit fragment of his brother.  He’s scared and tells me, “I’m afraid you’ll make me go and I don’t know what will happen to me.”   I offer Jesus, the boy’s spirit fragment accepts, Jesus says, “I got him” and I attack the one behind the boy’s spirit.  The one comes up and says, “You should be careful what you do to me.”  By this, I know immediately this one’s an unjudged Fallen Angel and ask Jesus’ forgiveness for attacking him.  I’m forgiven and Jesus says, “Deal with him for a time, but this one’s crafty.  He will tie you up and turn you around.”  He comes in through the mother’s bloodline.  I ask, “How far back?”  The angel says, “To when the timeline begins.”  I ask, “Adam & Eve?”  He evades, “Not that timeline.  The timeline of the ancients.”  Me, “Preflood?”  Angel, “Long before.  When it was first created.”  I’m thinking, “Is this a genetic manipulation” and ask, “Who created it?”  Angel, “God.”  Me, “Did you put your blood in the ancestors?”  My wife says, I feel his answer is snarky, and hear, “That’s not all I put in them.”  I ask, “What did you promise them?”  Angel, “Love, companionship, comfort and courage.”  Me, “What did you demand in return?”  Angel, “Their worship, sorrows & loyalty.”  Me, “You’re still unjudged.  Why did you leave God?”  Angel, “He left me.”  Me, “How so?”  Angel, “He didn’t appreciate my craftiness.”  Me, “Explain your craftiness.”  Angel, “I have a way with words and emotions.”  Me, “But, He gave you these gifts.”  Angel, “All gifts come from Him.”  Me, “So, He disapproved of your use?”  Angel, “Ohhhh, yes.”  Me, “Your unjudged, but you say He left you.”  Angel, “I know my fate.”  He’s unjudged, I find myself trying to evangelize the Fallen Angel, but he tells me, “I would never return [to His Kingdom].  Jesus tells me to do the work, the angel’s gone and I ask Jesus if I shouldn’t have tried to evangelize the Fallen Angel.  Jesus, “You did fine.”  I ask, “He wouldn’t answer me about the timelines.  Can You tell me more about this?”  Jesus, “Some things aren’t for you to understand.” 

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