January 2021

Piccola Citta contacted me regarding another person she felt needed help.  I prayed and Jesus told me the other person’s issues were not my fight.  I called Mrs. Citta back and explained what Jesus told me.  She understood, then the topic of conversation shifted from the third party to her.  We began to speak about her own demonic oppression.  Piccola Citta explained to me her past and how a “shadow [demon] with sharp edges” entered her room when she was a child.  I asked if she has experienced these attacks (sexual in nature) her whole life, to which she answered yes.  She also answered honestly to a history of divorce, pornography, adultery, lust and masturbation.  I asked “If Jesus were standing in front of you right now, what would you ask Him to do about it?”  She answered, “Set me free.”  I asked Jesus if He would give me authority over the demons who torture Piccola Citta.  He gave me the green light!  So, I am contacting her tomorrow to establish a date and place for prayer.    

Jesus led Piccola Citta to me because of her concern for someone else.  He then redirected the attention back on her through our interaction, then authorized me to set her free.  Jesus is pretty awesome!

January 2021, Three Days Later

A couple days after Piccola Citta and myself decided to meet and pray, my partner and I ventured out to her home.  A day prior to going to her home I was fasting and praying, asking Jesus for authority over her tormentors and to give me the names of these oppressors.  He didn’t.  Instead He told me “Don’t make a show of it.”  I didn’t hear anything else directly, but felt pulled toward the following words: shadow, religious spirit, forgiveness, soul ties, and release.  I didn’t know what to do with these, so I wrote them on my paper and took it with me to her home. 

“Don’t make a show of it” was almost hurtful to hear coming from Jesus.  I thought to myself, “Either I am being too showy in these situations (which I didn’t believe to be true in my own mind) or He doesn’t want me to do a whole lot, just simply pray.”  It turns out the latter was the correct interpretation.  When we got to her home both my partner and I later compared notes that we discerned fear and trauma.  Piccola Citta re-explained the Shadow to my partner and described how it first appeared small; square with jaggedly pieces, having something like colors around it.  Then it grew to be exceptionally large, very tall hovering over her and her bed, all black (colors gone) and taking on a liquid-like form. 

We prayed against the Shadow and there were no real outward manifestations.  We continued to talk more and the topic of her asthma came up.  When this came up, I felt we needed to pray against the spirit who causes raspatory illness. We also learned this was a generational illness that carried on throughout her family history and on to her son.  More about the son later.

We began to pray against the spirit affecting her raspatory system.  Piccola became very cold, even though the temperature never changed in the room, and she began to become outwardly affected.  She excused herself and put on a jacket, came back to the kitchen table and began to manifest strangely.  She was being attacked by this spirit; she could barely breathe, this demon was trying to kill her.  I started calling down the Breath of Life from heaven.  She started to catch her breath, but the pain began to shift around – which is highly abnormal for pain.  Pain doesn’t roam around the body, but this pain went from her neck, to her heart, to her lower back, and back to her chest. 

Everything calmed down, the pain was gone and she could breathe again.  We talked about her mother’s heart issues, and how her son got croup at 1 ½ years of age, how she stood over his crib and prayed for him for days until it went away.  He has never had the issue again and in fact runs marathons until this day.  We spoke some more and I felt as if Jesus was releasing us from her home. 

While driving home my partner and I were going over the day’s events.  I told him that I felt as if the generational demon was choking her son out, crushing his throat.  My partner replied and discerned that “She said she stood over her son and prayed until croup was gone.  She was her son’s deliverer!”  I agree, wow! 

I called Piccola today to encourage her about what my partner discerned and give her that good news.  She was amazed but I could tell she was struggling breathing.  The demon hadn’t gone yet.  As we talked I was reminded of a gypsy curse she told us about, but refused the need for us to break it.  I asked, she agreed and I broke the curse over the phone.  Immediately she could breathe, the pain in her heart left, and she felt normal. 

We prayed against Shadow, broke the religious spirit, went through areas of forgiveness, broke the tie of the gypsy curse, but she has felt no release.

January 2021, End of the Month

My partner and I drove out to Piccola Citta’s home for session II.  Prior to the appointment, of course I prayed and fasted for The Lord to give me authority over the situation for the sake of her deliverance.  Again, Jesus wasn’t telling me much, but He did tell me, “Just listen.”  Piccola had put together a three-page document listing traumatic experiences throughout her lifetime.  We sat patiently, listening to each account.  These were the things I heard and draft down on my piece of paper as she recalled her traumatic history: “before birth,” “abandonment,” “poor self-image,” “reverse trauma,” “healing,” “burn the list,” and “rest.” 

Once all these things were released, I understood there would be no deliverance.  I wanted to pray deliverance over her, but that’s not what Jesus was doing today.  He was working in the healing department today.  When I began sharing what I heard during Piccola’s experiences, it was as if the words on my paper became a flow chart.  I circled three of the words and drew arrows from one to the next.  The words circled were (abandonment) -> (self-image) -> (rest).  We needed to pray against her abandonment issues, restore her self-image and call down rest for her troubled spirit.  I can’t remember the prayer of course; it just flowed-out and the Holy Spirit directed it. 

I still don’t know what “Before Birth” means, if anything, so we will hold onto that until the next session.  Also, it turns out my partner and I both heard “burn the list,” so we instructed her to do so.  Burn all those traumatic experiences and let them go.  We led her to forgive all the people on her list, release the experiences to the feet of Jesus and refilled her with the Holy Spirit. 

“The One Who Attacks the Respiratory System” is still in there.  We have a divine appointment to meet, him and I.  He is still attacking her but he was no where to be found while we were at her house. 

February 2021

After further discussion with Piccola Citta she has determined that she is going to “…keep going down my path and see where it leads me.” This means without any further deliverance sessions. I did agree with her that “I haven’t heard anything from Jesus on you,” implying that He is not directing me or giving me authority over any issues with her currently. Also, our previous sessions didn’t end in her experiencing release. Both my partner and I agree that she is not willing to disclose something (or, she’s hiding something) that we both feel is important to her deliverance. So, for now, we are closing this case.

Sometimes deliverance doesn’t work.  There are multiple reasons for this.  I could be the problem!  But I believe I understand why Piccola Citta’s deliverance didn’t work in this case.  Either way, we are certainly willing to open it back up providing Jesus speaks to us about her and/or she calls back with a request and more information.