Table of Contents
- My Daddy, the High Priest
- I See a Baby?
- A House for Demons
- Out With a Scream
- Daddy’s Red Dress
- Memories of Maggie
- The Plan to “Hurt Me”
- Voices of Curses
- Amy’s Arrives
- Paid Good Money
- Married to the Fire
- The Baby and The Wheat
- Taken Away by a Little Girl
- Hearing the Music
- How to Describe a Beast
- Moloch Comes up from Hell
- Kick Rocks, Dragon!
- Pulling the Trigger
- The Monster’s Door
- Plans to Destroy the Enemy
- No Self Deliverance
- Puzzle Pieces
- Did Daddy Kill the Baby?
- The Tormentors are Waiting
- Fighting with the Blood of Martyrs
- The baby inside The Baby
- From Victim to Perpetrator
My Daddy, the High Priest
April 2020
I receive a text message from a local Chaplain friend of mine describing a woman who gets saved a couple years prior, but recently experiences a resurgence of demons from her past. This woman is a generational Satanist. The demons she’s previously made contracts and agreements with have resurfaced, demanding their property back. I will refer to this woman as “Baby.”
This woman has lived a life none of you could fathom in your worst dreams. Her father was a High Priest in the Satanic Church. She’s first raped at four years of age and sold as a child prostitute. She’s married to the spirit Legion in a ritual ceremony at six years of age and begins serving her father as his wife. She gives birth to her first two children by her father when she’s 12 and 13 years of age, making her sons her brothers. As per her testimony, at 13 she witnesses a human baby ritually sacrificed on her father’s altar and runs for her life. She’s the victim of Satanic Ritual Abuse and suffers from severe spiritual fragmentation.
For Baby, Satanism destroys every possible good image of God, intentionally. Any concept of the Father or Jesus is bastardized and destroyed through her experience with Theistic Satanism. Chaplain receives Baby into her home five days prior to me receiving Chaplain’s text message for help. The full version of this account, to include the names of the Chaplain and Baby, as well as pictures, are included in the version written for my ministry prayer partners; however, these will not be included in this publication to protect the identity of the Chaplain, Baby and her post-occult surviving family members (not connected to Satanism directly). The following is a day-by-day account of the activities from my perspective as Jesus allows me to see them. I’ve corroborated with the Chaplain to ensure the accuracy of the account. This story begins in April of 2020, does not include all the details of the deliverance, only highlights. If you have any questions about the account of these journaled entries, feel free to contact me and share this account as you feel led. I only ask that you share this link.
I See a Baby
Day 1
During this “quarantine” I feel the overwhelming urge to leave my house and go to my “spot” and seek Jesus. I check my “Project” phone (which is turned off in my car) and I find a text message from my new Chaplain friend. I respond and Chaplain tells me about a possessed woman and manifestations and asks me to help. I go, arrive at the Chaplains house and this woman is “dazed-out,” sitting on the couch with her head laying straight back. Looking dead with her eyes open, staring straight up at the ceiling. Chaplain and I speak about the woman’s situation. I say, “Okay. Let’s pick a fight” and we start praying. As soon as we begin, she (it) wakes up immediately, vocalizing its disdain for us. I hear the word “Rape” in my spirit, so I call out that demon. It turns her head to me sharply, with a scowl. At this point, I know we’re in business. He tells me his name is Lucifer (he isn’t Lucifer by the way) and that he has the rights to her. He says he loves her, is married to her, and that she belongs to him. I anoint her head with oil, pray in the Holy Spirit, she goes out, and He takes over for a while. We picked a fight and knocked down the hornet’s nest. Two and a half hours later we’re finished, Rape is gone, she’s in her right mind and I met her for the first time. She says, “Who are you,” so I introduce myself. She’s embarrassed, because she knows I’ve just seen her as something other than herself and asks “What do you see when you look at me?” I think for a split second and say, “A baby.” They both laugh and I follow my statement with “My wife and I have seven babies. I love babies” as if to give her comfort in my observation and I leave, thinking “We’re done.”
A House for Demons
Day 2
This morning the Chaplain tells me, “Since our intercession, Baby’s demons have accelerated their attempts to kill her. Last night she left the house and tried to walk out into traffic.” So, I went back for round two and we start administering prayer again. The demons try to choke her out – kill her – as we’re praying for her. I target “death” and “suicide,” then Jesus leads me to attack those “who entered at the altar.” I address “Those” and get a harsh look from a possessed “Baby” as she turns her head toward me sharply. The entity speaks to me, saying, “There were many of us who entered at the altar. We’re never going to leave” and adds “We will kill her.” Baby gets sick, something comes out and we experience more and more deliverance, but I wasn’t as excited as I was the day before. This woman has been forced to make so many contracts and marriages there seems to be no end to the number of demons housed-up inside of her.
Out With a Scream
Day 3
After each session of deliverance Baby is herself for a while then drifts back into dark places. She’s never remembered my arrival, but comes too when the demons go and is herself when I leave. The Chaplain says, “It’s like one goes out and another comes up.” When I asked Baby about being “taken away” she tells me, “They come and take me to a safe place.” Jesus reveals to me, this is a counterintelligence tactic; good cop bad cop. One demon acts as a protector to keep the line open for the main offender. To me, today is greater than the previous ones. Despite the demon’s defiance we reach a point of release, a lot of puking, pain in the stomach area, and then the spirit comes out with a scream. This sounds crazy and I have never heard of anything like this before, but before the final throw the demon says “No, there he is.” In this moment I understand that this demon is looking at Satan. The one he will have to report to in failure. In their kingdom, there’s no excuse for failure and torture is the response. The spirit begs to stay but is gone in an instant. More seem to come up and out after the first, one after another. She’s straight for about an hour, but after all that I get discouraged again. Before I leave her eyes are already shifty and she’s showing signs of darkness. We’ll see what happens overnight.
Daddy’s Red Dress
Day 4
I wake-up today feeling as if the Holy Spirit’s telling me I don’t have to go to the Chaplain’s house today. We speak on the phone and Chaplain tells me “Baby still has issues.” These demons are hard to overcome. Baby still wants to believe her father loved her despite his horrific abuse. She’ll tell us, “He bought me a beautiful red dress.” I find later that he used the red dress to sell her as a sex slave to two older men who ravaged her and leave her bloody and bruised inside and out. She also tells us, “I was being prepped to take over my father’s position after I grew-up.” She was the first born. The proposed Pedigree High Priestess. This is a common story in the generational occult lifestyle. I’ve read and listened to many lectures concerning these high-level theistic Satanic pedigree families; but Baby is the first one I’ve ever met. The Chaplain’s awesome at keeping her prayed over and ministers to her night and day, speaking peace and truth into her spirit.
My position in this team effort is exclusively deliverance. So far, I’ve spent a couple hours – give or take – a day with Chaplain and Baby. When I get there, we go into deliverance mode and the screaming, praying, and puking begins. It’s a crazy site, I’m sure. Thank you, Jesus, for giving us the opportunity to serve You in the process of winning Your daughter back from Satan. We willingly stand in the line of fire for Your purpose.
Memories of Maggie
Day 5
Today was the first day Baby remembers me walking in the door. She’s herself the entire visit. Before I get there I think I hear the Spirit tell me to break some generational curses, but Baby’s not in agreement. So, in my estimation, none of her curses can be broken unless she comes into agreement, repents and forgives. We then break them and replace them with the blessings of Jesus. I won’t go forward and the Chaplain isn’t happy, but we pray anyway and Jesus still works out some deliverance. I leave and receive this email from Chaplain later in the night of Day 5:
After you left today […] Maggie manifested. I had never met her before nor had [Baby] ever spoke about her. She was attached to that death curse and presented to [Baby] (I learned later) as her friend. [Baby] never revealed her because she didn’t want to let her go. When she manifested she shared how much she couldn’t stand [Baby] and on and on. When [Baby] came back I told her what Maggie said. Maggie had bragged about being there during one of [Baby’s] most painful memories and said she was going to kill [Baby] and the baby. It broke [Baby’s] heart. She had really thought Maggie was her friend. After the tears she declared that Maggie had to go. She issued the eviction notice herself. Her eyes are opening and she is beginning to see things more clearly.
Maggie is the Demon who’s played the part of Baby’s best friend for twenty-four years! Maggie would take Baby “away” to a “dark, peaceful” place (in this context, “dark” and “peaceful” don’t go together BTW; like a Satanic oxymoron) while other unspeakable things would happen to her, in the natural, throughout her lifetime. For example, this is the same demon who would take her away while another one would try to choke her out and kill her right in front of us. This demon brags to me about how it’s present when Baby was ravaged on the altar by her Bio-Dad and sold-out to Satan while doing NOTHING! What a friend, right? The most remarkable happening here is, Baby’s so hurt about the exposure of this lifelong deception, SHE serves Maggie her eviction papers and delivers herself from Maggie! Amen?
The Plan to “Hurt Me”
Day 6
This has been a confusing battle. Demons are always liars; however, at 8:00 am this morning, I receive a text from Chaplain saying “…They have indicated that they are all here today and my spirit senses the battle is different. It seems to me that there is a strategy to no longer focus on hurting [Baby], but I suspect a plan to hurt me.” I expect an all-out battle when I get there, but it was quite the contrary. When I get there we talk about the Bible, more about her life, her new understanding about the lies she’s been dealt for a lifetime and her new relationship with Jesus. It was rather pleasant. After we talk about certain issues for a while we go into a moment of prayer. It isn’t high-charged like before, but Jesus still shows-up and does His thing and she spits out a couple more demons. Jesus is so awesome! To me the feeling’s good, not like before. I don’t know if we’re close to the end or not yet, but I know Chaplain’s not giving up on her and neither am I. Today we laugh, cry, and Baby is able to pray to Jesus for the first time in her life. It’s pretty amazing.
Voices of Curses
Day 7
I don’t go today, but Chaplain tells me there’s still voices. These voices are giving Baby a hard time mentally and physically. I’m learning that the voices – at least SOME of them – are not demons, but curses. Previously Baby’s admitted that many of the voices are far away. Jesus gives me the image of an old, long, abandoned hospital hallway, where indistinct voices of people talking far away can be heard faintly, but no one can be seen. There’re many open doors in the hallway; to which, rooms need to be cleared and those doors closed, through prayer. It’s also amazing how the enemy uses external weapons to frustrate progress. Today, Baby’s daughter (one of two post-occult children, not by her father) let Baby know through a friend that she has a new grandchild and Baby will never get to see it, or the other grandchildren, ever again. Satan is ruthless.
Amy’s Arrives
Day 8
Amy, manifests today. Chaplain hasn’t “met” Amy yet. We will see who this is.
Paid Good Money
Day 9
This morning Chaplain texted me, “Last night Baby had another hard night, but this morning she made the choice to live.” This is a first! I go over intending to work on generational curses, and end up working on breaking pacts, oaths, etc.
Baby shows me a picture of her, four years old, in that red dress her father purchased for her…to prostitute her in, to two grown men, who ravaged her, beat her unmercifully, and left her for dead as her grandmother waited outside the door. This happens many times, but this particular time is hard for her to let go. She’s mad because they tore and bloodied the red dress her father purchased her. She’s now broken because she totally understands that her father only purchased the dress to prostitute her out because “they paid good money for me.” She also shows me a picture of her and her father’s sons (her brothers). The tormentors are using these memories to gain access to her and hurt her. The night before last, her father shows up, while she’s asleep, and both he and “others” are kicking and beating her. She’s still tormented through these blood pacts and ties. Somehow these people (gang stalked) – or the demons behind them – still have access to her through the connections made to them thru rituals. The Chaplain discerns her blood is still in the mouths of all those who partook in the ceremonies concerning her flesh and blood (a bastardization of our Communion with Jesus). Baby’s spirit is fragmented and these entities still have access to her because of these rituals. We break the pacts and oaths made through the blood, flesh and sexual impurity. I command all the parts of Baby – still in the mouths of others, demonic and human – to be brought back to Baby and ask Jesus to put her back together. We also command the parts of others – that which she has in her mouth through rituals – to be sent back to them and I severe any ties to Baby from the outside in Jesus’ name.
Married to the Fire
Day 10
Morning: Last night I feel as if it’s time to go for the root, curse this tree and let its fruit die. Amazingly the Chaplain’s text this morning says, “…when he [the strongman] manifests, he sends shivers down my spine.” He’s manifesting so his time is short. I will go to them this afternoon.
Afternoon: Many more things are surfacing now and another layer is shed from the onion every time we get together. I feel Jesus has turned me on to these key words: “fire,” “cauldron,” “6 years old,” “marriage,” “sword touching the fire,” “wedding,” “the one who came through the fire.” These words are all part of the story Baby tells about getting married to “Satan” – or whoever this being is [the strongman]. She’s six years old, bound to her father’s altar, cut open at the stomach, everyone drinks her blood, her father’s sword touches the fire, a “being” comes up in the fire, she’s married to this being and he takes residence in her body. I feel Jesus is leading me to pray against “the one who came through the fire,” but I don’t see any external signs of deliverance as I expected this one to put up a huge fight. I’m not sure if he leaves or not, but Chaplain’s praying over Baby’s head, saying “He’s in the head.” Baby’s been experiencing tremendous headaches and when we we’re done praying the headaches are gone. Baby says she feels empty, but we will see. I think this spirit is hiding. The next thing we deal with is a shadow demon who shows up, presses on her, or sits next to her. “When he arrives there’s an aromatic scent that fills the room,” Baby tells us. These types of beings are usually associated with night terrors or have a sexual nature about them. Most people would freak-out at this being’s presence, but Baby’s seen so much she says she’s “…only scared when he passes by my face.” This one comes in through Ouija board, séances, voodoo, palm reading, etc.; to which, she has done it all. She willingly repents, renounces, and we break the cords, attachments, chains, etc. I ask the Holy Spirit to fill those places back up with Him. Today was good, but I’m not sold that the strong man is gone.
The Baby and the Wheat
Day 11
Today we only have a limited amount of time. We sit down and get right to business. I feel as if I’m hearing “reboot” like a computer. We come in agreement and begin to pray for a system reboot for Baby’s person. As we’re praying the name “Amy” comes to mind and we shift into prayer against Amy. Amy begins to manifest in Day 8, as one with an assignment to kill Baby; her and those under her authority with the same sub-assignments. Amy begins manifesting, but – as Chaplain calls it – she was “slick.” She lies, played in and out of Baby’s personality, and resists us.
Amy’s a tough one and tries to complete her assignment once more. Amy gets Baby’s back up off the couch, sitting straight-up and I noticed her looking for something rapidly. She reaches out and grabs a pencil off the coffee table and begins jabbing it into Baby’s arm. I grab the arm and she shifts the pencil from one hand to the other and begins jabbing into the other arm. Chaplain grabs the other arm and we wrestled the pencil from her, bind her and finish the deliverance. For twenty plus years Baby says, “I’ve never lived a day without Amy’s presence, until today.” There’s still more work to do. We only go as far as the Spirit allows us every day. Also, Baby will tell us “I’m done” after a session full of puking out demons. Because of these things, I know there is co-authorship of will over this deliverance. We only go as far as Jesus or Baby will allow us, then we know the session is over.
In the beginning of this, Jesus tells me we need to protect the wheat (Baby is the wheat) and her life’s intension is to Glorify Him.
Taken Away by a Little Girl
Day 12
I go to Chaplain’s this afternoon and Baby seems well; so good, we didn’t even pray for her. I go home to cook dinner and about four hours later I receive a text from Chaplain asking if I could come back. When I arrive Baby’s “taken away” on the couch, just like the first time I ever saw her. For me, this is very discouraging with all we’ve been through. When I sit down Chaplain tells me, “She went out after you left and she’s been like this for four hours.” While we are talking Baby comes too, but she isn’t Baby. I ask, “Who are you?” She replies, “Little Girl.” I ask, “What’s your name?” She says, “Little Girl.” After her second response she goes back down again and Baby goes unconscious. Little Girl’s showing off and, for the first time during this series of events, I get angry. Chaplain is holding Baby, calling for her to come back and I get loud, saying, “No, I don’t want to talk to Baby. Little Girl, get up here now!” She comes back. I ask her, “When did you enter Baby?” Amazingly, she tell me “April 13 XXXX.”
Baby’s 2 years and 3 months old when this demon enters. Baby later tells me Little Girl would appear to her as a little girl, offering a hand to “take her away” from whatever horrible things were happening in her life. Baby would accept the hand and be whisked away to spiritual places where other horrible things would happen to her. Little Girl was not little and not a girl – some refer to this as shapeshifting. In the authority of the Name of Jesus Christ I make her go. And after she’s left, Baby coughs up a couple more and they go after Little Girl. As Baby’s cleaning-up I’m listening to Jesus, writing on my paper and Jesus says, “Fire.” I write it down on my paper and draw a house around it. It then clicks. In my mind I think, “The one who entered through the fire…at the wedding. His name is ‘Fire’ (Day 10). He’s still in her house!” Jesus is letting me know He’s giving me authority over Fire, to get him out of there! I’m still angry and call Fire. He comes up and looks at me through her eyes. I interrogate, “Are you fire?” He says yes. I question, “What’s your name?” He answers, “I told you, ‘Fire.’ Are you going to ask when I entered too [sarcastically]?” I do and he gives me the date. We later confirm the date with Baby to be her sixth birthday, when she’s married to “Satan” on her father’s altar. When I get this information, I begin to command him out. The Holy Spirit asks me “What’s the opposite of fire?” I know immediately to call down Living Waters from heaven to quench this “Fire.” I send Living Waters into every room in that “house” to flood him out. I think “The One Who Entered at the Altar” is going to be a tough fight, but he leaves easily.
After all this is over, I ask Baby, “Is Little Girl gone?” She says, “Yes, gone.” I ask the same of Fire. She says, “Gone.” This is a big night for Baby, but probably a bigger night for me. I’d been growing discouraged. Why is this taking so long? Deliverance has never taken this long. Jesus shows up big tonight and I think, “We all needed this.”
Hearing the Music
Day 13
I go over today and Baby’s doing well. No Little Girl and no Fire. She’s known these entities her whole life and she’s amazed at waking up and them not being there. Amen! Chaplain always has Contemporary Christian music playing in the background. Today Baby tells me she hears the Christian music clearer; implying she can understand the message coming through. That’s awesome! We didn’t feel the need to do any praying today even though she says there’s still a few voices in the hallway. Nothing like before. Chaplain asks her if we needed to do any “work” today and she said “No!” Chaplain says there’s a time for dancing coming. I pray we’re close.
How to Describe Beast
Day 14
Wow, what a day. As per Baby, all the previous ones are gone; like Amy, Wendy, Little Girl, Racheal, etc. These she explains as “Bullies,” or a sort of first tier as I understand it. She admits to naming these beings. They appear to her in a form that’s familiar, or friendly, she accepts them and names them; then when they get her to where they are taking her, they change, or shift into their real form. I also realize today; we’ve gone way beneath the surface on this deal with Baby. She admitts that Legion left a couple days ago, the day I suspected multiple demons leaving with a scream (Day 3). Today I cast out a couple more and she tells us “The little ones are all gone. These [ones talking to me now] are bigger (higher ranking). They protect ‘him’ and they’re really bad.” I couldn’t ask who “him” is before Beelzebub surfaces (not Satan. Beelzebub is not Satan). I’m astonished at the name and recognize immediately “Were getting into Biblically named level demons here.” She’s been sold out to some high level entities. She’s honest when telling us her family’s High-Level Satanist. Beelzebub tells me he enters on March 22, XXXX. He enters Baby through a ritual when she’s only 2 ½ months old. Wow. After Baby comes too, even she’s astonished at the intelligence. I’ve [Troy] only had one other demon look at me the way Beelzebub looked at me today. He wanted to kill me.
We had a good day of deliverance. A couple days ago the demons start “ripping my insides” as they come out of Baby, causing great pain, so I start commanding them not to hurt her as they’re coming out and the pain stops. Beelzebub isn’t trying to come out easy, so I start laughing, claiming all the awesome attributes of Jesus, out loud, almost singing it, joyfully as Chaplain joins me. He tries to physically hurt Baby, we subdue her arms and I bind Beelzebub spiritually. Eventually he comes out, she throws up, and everything calms down. We’re not done. Beelzebub was not THE strong man. There’s still voices down the hallway, but they’re getting less and less. Amen.
The Holy Spirit’s been giving me these names over the last week or so. One is “Beast” and the other is “Dragon.” I can’t get these names out of my head; like “Fire,” but then eventually he surfaces and gets dealt with. After Beelzebub leaves, I’m asking Baby questions about the Beast. She goes into a trance and starts talking. I take notes, in my notebook, as she begins explaining the Beast, “He’s bad, really big, and rules over the others. He comes in fire with hooves and horns. He breathes smoke. He’s part man and part animal; or something, I don’t know. He is the leader in all the rituals. Legion was the only one higher.” This is the Beast!
Moloch Comes up from Hell
Day 15
I want you to know I am not writing these things to be prideful or to get any kind of praise. I am not a “look at me” guy. Jesus told me to begin writing the accounts of my ministry in November 2018. I’m publishing this for His glory and there is NOTHING I can do, on my own account, in any of these situations. He’s given me authority to work in this office for the purpose of executing His will through “The Work” of this ministry. Now, on to the day’s work.
I get to Chaplain’s house and we get right to it. I can’t get rid of the thought of “the Beast” and initiate the conversation immediately. Baby begins to describe this Beast to me again. I could tell, the mere recollection of this creature causes her fear. I’m trying to hear something from Jesus on this character and asked Baby for more information, perhaps something she says will trigger who this person is. She gives me all the same characteristics from yesterday, with a few new ones: she says “He has a “goat-like” head and stomps his feet or hooves. I remember, he was the head of all the rituals,” so I asked, “He demands human sacrifice, right? Baby sacrifice?” She said “Yes!” and it all comes together in my head. This Beast is Moloch.
Moloch is more bull than goat. In history Moloch’s reigned in areas of the world and demands child sacrifice. At one time the nation of Israel also sacrifices their children on the burning hands of Moloch. I’ve studied the belief that he is the god over the woman’s right to choose movement in America…abortion. Think about it, every baby aborted in the name of “woman’s health” is murder and sacrifice in the hidden name of Moloch. And he has received worship and sacrifice through this unholy ritual of abortion. When I describe what I understand of Moloch and how his image has been historically represented, she confirms, “That’s him.” Baby tells me she’s never knew he was there (spiritually attached to her), she’s only noticed him at the rituals.
We don’t waste any time. I begin to call Moloch up from hell and he comes immediately. He looks at me in anger and disgust. Amazingly, he snorts between talking as he recites the usual stuff and tells me “I’m not coming out” and “She belongs to me,” etc. I ask when he comes in (enters Baby). He tells me, “I’ve always been here. She’s mine.” He begins using her physically to fight, I bind him in Jesus name, and call for God’s angels of deliverance to help us in the fight. I ask again and Moloch tells me he enters in utero, at conception. This could only mean that the very act of sex itself is a ritual. At that time, Baby is the High Priest’s only child. Even during all the orgies, her father would keep himself “pure” in order to produce an heir to his throne…this heir was supposed to be Baby, the first born. Do you see the parallels Christian: “pure,” “heir,” “throne,” “first born,” etc., all blasphemies of the Christ Jesus. By the way, I do not condone having a conversation with these liars, but I do demand intelligence from them which will help me remove them from their host.
Moloch expresses ownership, so we renounce his ownership and break it, because he stole what he has. He isn’t coming out though. In the middle of the deliverance Baby comes back to us, crying, and confesses, “I’ve killed babies during the rituals.” She also confesses to having had abortions. She said, “I’m just like him. I’ve killed babies.” She’s a mess. I instruct her to ask forgiveness, to which she does. After this, Moloch comes out immediately. She has a short period of exiting, smaller demons (minions), subservient to Moloch, but it’s forgiveness that ultimately breaks him. Amen. Baby says, “HE’S GONE!” Then in pain, “There’s a big hole in my stomach.” Just like yesterday with Beelzebub, we called down the Living Waters of heaven to fill the empty spot with the Holy Spirit.
We’ve claimed that when this is over we’re all going to dance. Legion, Beelzebub, Moloch and who knows how many minions have left over the last two weeks. We are all happy, but as those two were hugging and laughing, I start thinking about “Dragon.” Are we done? I tell them to see how the night goes. If there is a Dragon, his nature will be to retaliate. Jesus told me they all have to go, or the remnant will work together to bring all of them back. Baby said there’s still whispers down the hallway, but nothing like ever before. I prayed to myself, “Whatever’s left, let it expose itself over night.” I’m not leaving anything! The mission’s not complete until all the enemies are destroyed, just like the Hebrews taking back the land of Canaan.
In the Chaplain’s house I’ve stood strong in the face of a myriad of named and nameless demons leaving this woman. Then on to Legion, Beelzebub, and now Moloch. On the way home, feeling overwhelmed, talking to Jesus, I pull over and the thought comes to me, “Not everyone can say they’ve come face-to-face and talked with Legion, Beelzebub, and Moloch.” All of my strength left me and I began to cry, thanking Jesus for his protection and for this ministry. I love this job!
Next, we wait to see if Dragon shows-up, we break the authority of her father and grandmother, and I’m smashing those spiritual places they built to torture her in!
Kick Rocks, Dragon!
Day 16
Last night. Chaplain sends me the message that Baby’s not okay. This morning I wake-up early and Jesus is telling me things about the coming day. I text some of that message to Chaplain, who replies “She is in a lot of pain. Can you come earlier?”
I get there and Baby starts telling me about extreme pain in her head and how she’s hearing mumbling or chanting. Okay, but first, I’m a weird dude, so I have to get something straight in my own head. I know what Moloch looks like because of the images made in his honor around the world and throughout history, but I don’t know what Legion looks like. I suggested to Baby that I believed Legion to be like a wall or mass of heads, because he’s one demon, but many in one. She confirms, “Yes, that’s exactly what he looks like.” Wow, that is so amazing to me. Back to the deliverance.
Jesus tells me “Dragon” days ago, so I ask Baby about a dragon. She doesn’t know anything about a dragon. So I tell her, “I’m going to send you back to those rituals you said Legion, Beelzebub and Moloch were at and I want you to look for another character.” She starts thinking. Yesterday Baby went into a trance reciting information that today she only remembers giving me a little of. I believe the Holy Spirit is arming me for today’s battle with that intelligence. I’m looking at her and noticed her in that same trance state. She’s in and out of the trance and giving me deeper information. This demon’s presence and image have been cloaked from her natural mind as the memory of the Beast (Moloch) was, but the Holy Spirit opens her mind and she starts to remember him and describes him to us. “He’s a reptilian, with a long tail, and green-yellow scales” she describes. She says his arms are “T-Rex like” with talons. She says, “He has a long-forked tongue and hot breath. His presence makes me very cold” and as she’s describing him, she becomes extremely fearful and he begins to manifest. Before he totally manifests and she goes away, I affirm to her, “I’m going after him today” and I ask her for permission to do so. She’s scared, but she responds with affirmation, “I want to be all the way free.”
I call out Dragon, and when he comes up I demand, “Who are you?” He looks at me through the corner of her eyes as if not to give me his full attention and says “Dragon.” I asked, “What is your name?” He snaps his head around, looks at me full-on and says, “You can call me what you’ve been calling me. Dragon.” I just know, he’s not giving me his name. I still don’t know who this demon is. Perhaps I should have fought harder for his identity; nonetheless, he’s the highest-level demon put in her by her father. Baby tells me – in her trance – “He shows up at the rituals. He does whatever he wants to do, to whoever he wants to do it to. He’s the only one my father will kneel before.” As he’s present in her, Baby keeps nonchalantly tapping two fingers on the glass table in front of her. While she’s doing this I’m thinking, “How strange that she would do this right now.” Later Jesus points out to me that it’s not Baby, but Dragon who’s tapping his two talons on the table as we’re praying against him.
I’ve learned that a minister of deliverance needs one or a combination of a couple things to call a demon out for battle. Perhaps I need to learn more, but this is where Jesus has me right now. First, the authority has to come from Jesus or said minister of deliverance is looking for trouble. Then one of the following: the demon’s name, when he entered, or by what he does to the person. In this case I don’t have the name and he isn’t giving it, but going off of what’s happened already I’m pretty sure Jesus has my back on this deal. Dragon’s not coming out. Like yesterday, I begin thinking “What could the issue be?” Yesterday the problem was forgiveness. Suddenly, Jesus put’s this in my mind, “Dragon was having sex with her and others ritually.” I call Baby back up and asked her, “Baby, did he have sex with you?” She burst out in tears and admits, “Yes, he had sex with me” and alludes to some of the unmentionable (sexual) things he did to her. She’s broken and full of shame. We console her and lead her to ask for forgiveness, even though she didn’t put herself into that position. She does so as she weeps uncontrollably. I don’t know why she has to ask for forgiveness, but she has too. And when she does, I know that I have to hit areas of unchurchiness. I have to get dirty and speak on the level of what he’s done to her, to fully rebuke him. Deliverance ain’t pretty, and – sometimes – neither am I.
So, I’m mad about what Dragon’s done to her. I call him out, the way it is, “You rapist!” I called him out mentioning the detestable things he’s done to her (four years old at the time). “You never should’ve been there, and now she is rejecting you!” At this time Baby speaks up as she’s getting sick and says, “You gotta go.” Powerful!!! We’ve been joking about a term Baby’s been using as these demons are leaving her over the past couple sessions, “Kick Rocks.” So, Chaplain, Baby and I were all in accord and Dragon began to come out of her. We tell him to kick rocks in the name of Jesus; Baby laughing and puking at the same time. She knows he was coming out!!! Freedom is close, Amen!
She stops puking. I wait anxiously, eyes wide, staring at her, motionless. I’m hoping to God he’s gone. Her eyes are closed and suddenly she says frantically, “I feel like a sponge, there are holes everywhere.” I don’t like that, but I pray the Holy Spirit in to do the work of filling and completing her. I ask, “Why no big hole like the last couple times?” She say “I don’t know,” as her eyes opened and she smiles and says, “but he’s gone!” She’s so excited and I’ve never seen her smile like this before. We ask her, “Do you hear any voices?” She has to wait a minute, eyes darting back and forth and says “No. I’ve had these voices my whole life. I had to stop and listen to make sure nothing was there.” We smack high-five and as per her report, she’s totally free. I suggest waiting overnight, if there’s no attacks, we’re in the clear. We all agree. Finally, we break the authority of her father and grandmother from her. I spiritually send a wrecking ball into the places the lower-level demons used to take her away to, and now we may be done.
This could be the last time I write you about Baby. So exciting! As per what Chaplain says a while back, “When this is all over, I’m going to dance.” If Baby still hears no voices tomorrow, I’m making one more trip and we are going to dance before Jesus.
Pulling the Trigger
Day 17
Morning. I’m nervous, but this morning I get an “all clear” from Chaplain, “No voices all night and she wasn’t taken away all night.” I’m going over to dance. When I get there, we start dancing and something triggers in Baby. She’s made to dance in front of men at the rituals, just a baby, seductively, before the sexual rituals would begin. She starts crying and goes into the arms of Chaplain. I’m VERY discouraged, then something’s on her chest. Chaplain discerns that it’s “nothing big,” no voices, and she’s never taken away, so I leave disappointed. I drive away thinking, “This is the beginning of her life restoration process.” She has experienced so much trauma, torture, and the satanic ritual abuse has been so harsh on her she’s going to be triggered in the future, like PSD. I’m hoping that nothing finds its way back in. She may have to learn how to navigate around these triggers and learn how to run to Jesus for His protection under His cover. If you are interested in learning more about satanic ritual abuse, or SRA, this is the best website I’ve found on the topic.
10:18 pm tonight. I get a message from Chaplain, “Something else is there.” We’re back to work tomorrow. I’m so discouraged!!!
The Monster’s Door
Day 18
This morning I wake-up at 6:30 to Jesus giving me information about this new problem. He says, “Cast the one who entered through the trigger of dancing, close that door, then go through and close all doors established through SRA (satanic ritual abuse).” He also gives me the thought of the movie Monsters Inc. Monsters Inc. is a children’s animated movie about “monsters” creating “doors” (spiritual doorways, portals) into human reality to frighten children and steal their “scream power.” Sadistic plot, isn’t it? We won’t talk about what “scream power” is here, but in the monster’s factory they produce “doors” which, when opened, take the trained monster straight into the targeted child’s bedroom while the child is sleeping. In the movie, a couple monsters befriend a child named Boo and, in the end, the “door” to her room is destroyed, eliminating the spiritual access to her forever.
Chaplain texts me at 8:30am this morning telling me neither one of them slept very well and Baby’s complained of nightmares; so bad she couldn’t go back to sleep. Chaplain also tells me another demon manifests and introduces itself as Annie. I give Chaplain the short version of what Jesus tells me when I wake-up. Chaplain asks me if I can come over and do this since “…you received the instruction.” I pray and Jesus tells me “No.” So, I am not supposed to be in this fight today for whatever reason. I’m praying for Chaplain.
In relation to Annie, or whoever this demon is who enters through the “door” (the established SRA trigger), its “door” needs to be destroyed. All the doors produced as a result of SRA need to be destroyed so the monsters have no legal right to come through and harm Baby again.
Plans to Destroy the Enemy
Day 19
Two nights ago (late night Day 17) Jesus tells me I’m not going back to Chaplain’s house, to help Baby, under the same circumstances I have in the past. I didn’t write this when I heard it and thought, “I can’t be hearing this right.” I’m not sure if He’s going to allow me to go back. A shift has been and is taking place. A shift in authority.
While I’m absent, Baby reopens to a couple attachments that come back in through the SRA trigger. Chaplain believes some of the things happening now are non-spiritual, but I’m not sure we agree on this. Annie surfaces as a result of the trigger and there may be a “Shadow” we never dealt with. I also learn that Baby’s therapist determines that Baby needs to leave the Chaplain’s house and re-enter her previous living environment; this is potentially damaging. The therapist is very excited because of the advancements Baby’s made in the past month; but the therapist is not a believer and would never understand what Baby’s just gone through.
I’m not worried. Jesus led me to feel there’s a little clean-up work to do and we’re done, if I ever get back. Chaplain and I agreed to get together soon for a “debrief” discussion and plan the final work – the work He gives me at 6:30 am on Day 18. I’m trusting Jesus. He has His daughter in His hands.
This is by far the most complex deliverance I’ve ever been involved in. We cast so many demons out of this woman. We went down layer-by-layer, all the way down to demons whose names appear in the Bible; strongmen, down to the root (Dragon). Amazing! Jesus did all that, so I have to believe he will protect her until we can get back together and finish the work.
A highly respected friend of mine, a pastor from across the country, questions me as to why I’m giving these demons a platform by sharing this information. My answer is this, I am not giving these demons a platform. I’m ripping the platform from underneath them. Satan works so subtlety, in the shadows, so much so most Christians don’t even know he’s operating freely in their lives. THAT gives Satan a platform! My job and this ministry is designed to expose and destroy the works of the enemy.
No Self-Deliverance
Day 29
Jesus told me I was done going to Chaplain’s to pray for Baby for about a week now, but a very nasty demon named “Maggie” (Day 5) came back in during the “triggered” event of dancing. Jesus told me whoever came back in had to go and all “SRA Triggers” had to be destroyed, but He hasn’t answered me when I’ve asked about going back. Some of you might be saying, “Just go back,” but He doesn’t work like that with me. Jesus gives the authority and I have to default back to the last command I heard from Him. Also, Chaplain keeps asking when I can come back to finish the work, but understands that Jesus is the boss. Baby is living back in her toxic household, but comes back over to Chaplain’s house for comforting and the hope of final deliverance. So, this morning I opened my eyes and my very first thought was, “Baby self-delivered herself from Maggie. Baby was never delivered from Maggie. Maggie left voluntarily and came back through the trigger. There was no self-deliverance.” I kept praying in the shower and Jesus gave me the green flag to go back. I will report what I have learned about not being able to go back once He fully reveals it, if He wants me to.
Puzzle Pieces
Day 31
Reading this is going to bend your church taught understanding of the supernatural realm. Your theology’s going to be challenged. I have read and listened to lectures about some of this stuff in the past, believed it, but just couldn’t put it together in my head. I cannot possibly put everything that happened today in this writing. If you have any questions about anything I write in this entry, there are three witnesses to the validity of the things I’ve documented: Baby, Chaplain and myself. Also, most importantly, the Holy Spirit testifies and is the main witness.
This experience was about solving the puzzle. Being a sleuth, finding the answers: who, what, when, where and how. Most demons aren’t going to tell you everything. We’ve got to figure them out so they can be legally removed; otherwise, they can cling onto the legitimacy of their presence. I’m happy to report that, today, Baby is totally free. From conception (ritual) until today she has been bound by some of the nastiest demons out there. Here is the final chapter to My Father Sold Me into Satanism.
When I walk in Chaplain’s home today Baby’s not “taken away,” fully aware and Chaplain’s neck was obviously in pain. I question the neck pain because it strikes me as peculiar. Chaplain waives it off as sleeping funny, but Jesus isn’t allowing that to settle with me. I’m not sure why I’m so unsettled, I don’t mention it and we move on to Baby.
In my spirit, I know today is going to be the last day! Jesus put it there. I’m not sure how, but I know it and I begin by approaching Baby in that tone. After small talk, I bring up the topic of Maggie right away and can see her trying not to manifest. I get Maggie to come up to the front and ask her, “How did you get back in Baby?” She confirms, “I never left,” and adds “I’m never leaving.” I ask Maggie about her origin with Baby. She responds and here are the three most important things she tells me: (1) “I came in at 3 years old,” (2) “…by way of her father (ritual),” and (3) “My assignment is to kill her.” Maggie is a planted murderer. I demand of her, “Who’s your boss?” She looks at me shaking her head “No” while laughing at me. I renounce, rebuke, and bind Maggie. All the ordinary stuff, but she’s not coming out. She steals Baby away, removing her consciousness while threatening me and I grow frustrated. I’m praying to Jesus. We’ve tried forgiveness (like before), but nothing is happening. Suddenly, out of the blue, Chaplain says something about Baby’s father and it clicks; “He’s in there!”
Here’s where common doctrine gets thrown out the window. I call her father out, he answers and comes to the surface. Baby’s father’s name is XXXXX. XXXXX died years ago. He’s a nasty spirit and a terrible father. I ask him, “Who are you” thinking he’s a demon, impersonating Baby’s father. He retorts, “I’m her father” so I challenge, “You’re a demon acting like her father.” He replies loudly and sharply, almost as if to be insulted with anger “I’m her father.” All those nights Baby stayed at Chaplain’s house, while Chaplain would hold her and pray for her. Chaplain discerned that XXXXX was attacking her from both inside her spiritual influence and out. I don’t know if I understand how these things work, but Baby would have nightmares where her father would show up and physically hurt her. I was mad at XXXXX for many reasons and I ask him sarcastically, “So after all your life’s work, how you feeling about where you’re at right now?” He cut his eyes and refused to answer me.
I begin thinking about the grandmother at this point. XXXXX looks at me (through Baby’s eyes) and as I look into his (Baby’s) eyes, I see Baby’s grandmother! I yell out loud, “Grandmomma, you in there too? Come out here!” As soon as I said it, she manifested. They’re both hiding inside Baby’s being, tormenting her. The father’s nasty, but G-momma, she’s straight evil. G-momma laughs at me and tells me, “We’re not letting her go. She’s been mine since she was a baby. We will always be a part of her.” I look at Chaplain laughing in disbelief, shaking my head and ask, “What do we do with this? Do we renounce the relationship between Baby, her father, and her grandmother?” It clicked! That’s exactly what we’re supposed to do, so I did. Side note – in the middle of our session Chaplain begins to laugh and says “It was you (as we were addressing Maggie)! You were hurting me too.” Maggie is the one who’s causing Chaplain pain in her neck for days since Jesus took me away from the situation. We serve G-momma a certificate of divorce, which was easy for Baby because she’s hated what her grandmother’s done to her – they weren’t friends. When we do this, G-momma leaves the house! Maggie leaves the house! And all the other little acquiescent demons leave the house! Baby got so sick. I commanded them not to hurt her on the way out, and she became so tired. They all came out…all but the father!
XXXXX was still there. Baby comes back to front personality and I challenge “Why aren’t you letting him go?” It’s the first time I feel Baby’s been aggravated with me during this whole process. She’s holding on to the Idea, “But he’s my father” which is true, but…he’s used her for his own personal gain, like an object or an animal. I’m standing up for Baby and become vocal with her father and tell him, “You’re no kind of father.” He repeats his claim, “I am her father.” I give him facts, “You’ve been replaced by a better Father. Her blood is not your blood any longer. She’s had a blood transfusion with the God of Creation, with the Blood of the Lord Christ Jesus. She’s been adopted into a better family than yours. Right now, I’m more family to her than you are. She’s not your daughter any longer. You need to go!” I told Baby to renounce her father. She tells me, “I don’t understand how this works.” Chaplain chimes in during the chaos and suggests calmly, “Try renouncing the fact that he didn’t act as a father.” Baby does it and he starts coming out. We tell him to kick rocks. As Baby’s father’s leaving he threatens, “I will come back and torment her in her nightmares” and then he was gone.
We’re on a roll, so I waste no time. I call out Annie. I don’t even know who she was, but I remember Chaplain discerned her a while back and said “I do not sense that she’s a demon spirit.” So what is she? She comes up right away. She isn’t threatening at all. I ask her “What are you?” She answers like a child, “I’m her fiend.” Me [aggressive], “When did you come in here?” Her [childlike and passive], “I was little.” Me [forcefully], “Who is your boss?” Her [intimidated], “Baby.” I slam back in my seat, “Unbelievable!” This throws me for a loop. We’ve dealt with Beelzebub, Moloch, Dragon, Baby’s father and G-momma. Now this? I’m thinking Annie might be an alternate personality. She begins giving information, innocently, “She let me in a long time ago. We play together and we’re friends.” I calmed down, sat back up and told Annie calmly, “Annie, Jesus told me everybody has to go. That means you too.” She started crying like my four-year-old daughter. Then Jesus reminds me why they all have to go.
I’m hard with the others today and I sent them into the Abyss. I didn’t want them coming back or attaching to anyone else. Annie’s a demon – or a spiritual child, fragmented part, etc. – but truly thought she’s a four-year-old girl. I don’t understand it, but I gently tell her, “I’m sending you to the feet of Jesus and He will do whatever’s right with.” I told her to go in the name of Jesus and send her away. She didn’t fight. She cried and went away peacefully. I did my job and they’re all gone.
We clean the day up by praying for the filling and protection of the Holy Spirit. Chaplain’s doing Chaplain’s thing with prayer and I placed my hand on Baby’s head and blessed her, asking for protection from nightmares. Jesus leads me to touch her lips and bless them (her story) to be used to honor God Almighty. We’re talking about future protection; Chaplain takes the lead and destroys any still-existing SRA triggers. Maggie was holding onto the coattails of the agreement between Baby and her father and grandmother – so slick. Baby’s father was using Baby’s love deficit to string her along and torment her. We replaced the father XXXXX with The Father God. And, by the way, Baby tells me that the rooms Maggie stole her away to this time, she had never seen before. So, when Jesus told me to smash (destroy) the rooms the demons were tormenting her in, in the other realm, her whole life…that happened!
Baby is totally free. Rejoice in this with me. Pray for her safety, sanctification, and happiness; for her story to be used to glorify God and His mighty power. Amen!
Did Daddy Kill the Baby?
Day 38
Tonight at 10:38 pm, I receive a phone call from Chaplain telling me Baby just died. Chaplain received a phone call from one of Baby’s roommates alerting her earlier in the evening. The roommate tells Chaplain, “[Baby] was sitting in her recliner, I looked over and [Baby] was dead.” She died peacefully. Chaplain drives over to the apartment and is questioned by the police while everyone’s waiting for the coroner.
Chaplain tells me, “Earlier in the day [Baby] was crying and felt as if she had done something wrong against God, [like she had] let Him down. She has been asking Him for forgiveness. Later, she goes home, gets in her chair and dies.”
Baby had been planning on an era of reconciliation with her girls. Perhaps trying to explain her occult past, her new identity in Jesus, and attempting to be a part of her grandchildren’s lives. Her two youngest children (not her and her father’s children) don’t know anything about Baby’s past experience with Satanism, Baby’s father, or grandmother. We knew it was going to be tough though. There is a lot of bad blood between the three. Neither of her girls even called her on Mother’s Day. I’m sure Baby’s daughters received the worst of their demonized mother growing up. Baby couldn’t help herself, she just wanted to make things right.
During their last conversation, the Chaplain verifies there were no voices or anyone left in Baby’s “house” (possession), although we’ve known about a “baby” for a couple days. Maybe more about this “baby” later as the Lord reveals to either Chaplain or me, but right now we are not sure who this “baby” is. I have a couple theories and it is remarkable to note that Jesus had me answer her question, “What do you see when you look at me?” with “A baby,” on Day 1. A couple of my theories as to who/what this “baby” is follow:
- Jesus’ mentions an antichrist spirit living in someone I’m working with as soon as I wake-up a couple days prior to Baby’s death.
- Baby’s stunted Christian growth, revealed in the form of an infant baby, never able to grow. Perhaps this is the baby Maggie is threatening to kill in Day 5.
- Did her father finish the job?
Nothing has been confirmed to me by Jesus and neither Chaplain nor I felt as if this “baby” is threatening. Baby herself claims peace this morning on the phone with Chaplain – something she has NEVER been able to claim before the last couple of days. I keep trying to close this story, but it’s impossible. Things keeps happening and Jesus is revealing more and more stuff to me.
So, Baby died free. When I told my wife Baby died, she seemed so hurt by it. I told her, “Don’t be upset. Can you imagine her with Jesus right now and how she feels after the life she’s lived? She’s happy! She doesn’t want anything to do with this place ever again.” God told me her story would glorify Him. It won’t be out of her mouth now and it won’t be by either me or Chaplain pushing her story for our own glory. I wonder what His plans are. In the beginning He tells me to “protect the wheat.” Baby was the wheat and we fought for her freedom. Jesus honored that fight. Pray for His will to be done and that He and He alone would be glorified with this story.
The Tormentors are Waiting
20 August 2020
On June 2, 2020 we received Baby’s autopsy report. Even though she had a history of drug use (understood with what she’s lived through), there were no drugs found in her system. It turns out Baby had an undiagnosed cardiovascular disease and died of a heart attack. Jesus has been nudging me to release this story to the public. The Chaplain is still not comfortable revealing identity and I am still protecting Baby’s identity for unspoken reasons as well as for the sake of her third and fourth children (not Baby’s and her father’s direct offspring). I feel Jesus wants people to hear this story. This is a story of liberation, life, and a testimony that Jesus can deliverer any of us from whatever pit, hole, hell, or torment we are stuck in. Baby’s story was an extreme one. Don’t be deceived and believe that you don’t need Salvation through Jesus Christ, because these tormentors are waiting for you. Don’t allow the enemy to convince you (Christian) that you do not need deliverance from whatever you are going through in your life. Jesus is THE Deliverer. Call on His Name today!
Fighting with the Blood of Martyrs
January 2021
Baby’s rapid death – almost immediately after our thirty plus days of intense deliverance – leaves Chaplain and myself dumbfounded. I heard from Jesus, as if to be telling me “It’s Okay, I took her home.” But as time goes by and I’m able to reflect more on the entire account of Baby’s deliverance I realize I definitely heard “It’s okay,” but I myself added the extension “I took her home.”
A couple months after Baby’s death I’m listening to an interview by Dan Duval of Bride Ministries. He’s interviewing a woman from South Africa who stuns me with the information she’s sharing. Later, during another interview, she brings an SRA survivor into the session and the content tosses my world upside-down – in a really good way! In the interview, they’re discussing the protocol for a satanic ritual abuse victim; I immediately identified and superimposed Baby’s story with the protocol. This South African woman’s name is Amanda Buys and she’s the founder of Kanaan Ministries out of Bothasig – Cape Town, South Africa. What she does, she’s been doing for thirty years. Jesus introduces me to Amanda’s world through Baby. I didn’t understand it, then He leads me to Amanda so she can explain what’s happened to me. My world’s about to change!
I send Amanda a copy of my journaled account of Baby’s deliverance. I don’t hear back for a while, then, out of nowhere, I get a response. Amanda reads my story of Baby and responds kindly: “As far as I understand from what I have read, you only do deliverance, but I do not see that you were working with her as a multiple/SRA .. with Dissociative Identity Disorder.” She’s so right! I quickly realize, “Yes. That’s all I’ve been doing. Deliverance!” Baby’s a generational Satanist, a first-born pedigree, being procured to take over her father’s place as the high priest. The abuse and trauma she endures, even before birth – in utero – is beyond common secular and contemporary Christian understanding. These people cannot just be delivered. SRA/DID (satanic ritual abuse/dissociative identity disorder) victims must be worked with, defragmented, and put back together to begin the process of reconciliation with Jesus.
Amanda and I speak on a Skype call for almost two hours. I bring up the question of whether Baby died naturally or if Amanda thinks the demons killed her. I tell her “If I knew then what I know now, I would have recognized the baby at the end, and I could have prayed and protected her.” At this point, I knew the answer. I just had to hear it. Amanda tells me the following. As she speaks, I type as fast as I can as tears roll down my face:
“Sometimes our lessons cost…Baby is a martyr. Training is on the battlefield. You need to fight in the future on the blood of Baby, saying ‘I will not loose another one.’ Fight with the blood of the martyr. Her blood is the Spoils of War! She did not die for nothing! You need to stand against the crimes against the kingdom. Allow your wound to turn into a scar and identify yours with the scars of Jesus. You have been through the old learning and God is opening the veil for the new. You have the scars to prepare you for the future.”
She made me cry so hard, then I wanted to go to war!
The baby inside The Baby
October 2021
Before Baby dies, Chaplain detects a “spiritual baby” inside of Baby. So wild! We don’t quite understand it and couldn’t figure out who or what this baby is. Neither of us sensed anything nefarious about this baby; it’s just in there.
Since April 2020, Jesus has taught me so much more than I ever knew before this event takes place. Amanda Buys from Kanaan Ministries in South Africa and her thirty years of experience have open my mind to things I’ve never even heard of before. I’m going to give you my current understanding to the mystery of “Who’s the baby inside Baby. Why did I feel compelled to call this woman “Baby” when she asks me what I saw when I looked at her on day 1? “Baby” is the first thing that came to mind; but the truth is, Jesus put it there. How could it be that my random response be so significant at the end of this event?
I’ll try to explain this concisely without confusion. On day 5, the demon Maggie says she’s going to “kill Baby and the baby.” Baby’s childhood’s stolen by Satanism. A fragment of Baby’s spirit was taken captive and used to extort Baby. Maggie is a planted murderer (Day 31) and uses the baby (human fragment part of Baby) to blackmail Baby. Baby confesses to both me and Chaplain, she witnesses so many babies being murdered on her father’s altar, she finds herself secretly trying to save them. As a generational occultist, during the “Coming of Age” ritual, a young person will sacrifice a human baby on the altar. The baby may even be the child of the one sacrificing, but the symbolism of the killing the baby is killing oneself for the purpose of God. The one killing is not only killing their own baby, but they’re killing any relationship to the God of Creation and using the blood and flesh to begin a covenant with Satan; therefore, becoming an agent of the Kingdom of Darkness. There is much more, but we will keep it at that. The innerworkings of Theistic Satanism, at the highest levels, is very convoluted.
So, the baby is a fragmented part of Baby. I should have saved it, given it back to Jesus but I didn’t know any better. Do I feel guilty, yes! I’ve cried my eyes out and asked for forgiveness. Did Maggie finally get her way? Did Baby’s father and grandmother finish the job and take Baby out? Jesus consoles me about Baby’s death, but His consoling doesn’t mean He took her necessarily. I’m not sure I know the answer to all these things. I do know this however; Baby is with her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ today. I also know that the Chaplain and I fought for Baby’s freedom and with Jesus we kicked the pants off some high-level demons and set her free before she went home. Because of Baby and this event I have a better understanding of the innerworkings of the Kingdom of Darkness and am better prepared to fight for God’s children.
From Victim to Perpetrator
June 2022
I am so thankful for the Lord opening a relationship with Amanda Buys and Kanaan Ministries from South Africa. The Lord has led Amanda and her husband Roly into this type of ministry for thirty-plus years. I am so thankful for the work Jesus has given them and for the understanding their work affords someone like me and the future of my ministry. The following explains the “Coming-of-Age” Ritual and how it applies to this story and Baby specifically.
The Coming-of-Age Ritual is to mark the point of time, in the occult system, where a child moves from being a victim to becoming a perpetrator. This ritual is conducted on a child at the age of 12-13. Amazingly this ritual is in contrast to the Jewish Bat Mitzvah ceremony which celebrates the Jewish child’s coming of age and decision to follow the God of their father’s, Yahweh, or “YHWH.” This also correlates with the modern Christian church’s “Age of Accountability” position that is mysteriously hard to find Biblically, but one that I now understand as totally true given the triangulation of these positions.
This Satanic Coming-of-Age Ritual is practiced in theistic Satanism, at its highest level, on those born into that system, the generational practitioner’s children. The following is a summary of the ritual progression.
From birth, the child born into a generational Theistic Satanic cult is raped and tormented. Once able to understand and speak, this child is given the choice to choose Jesus being told that Jesus can save the child from the torture/rape. The child accepts Jesus, the Satanic Seers see – in the spirit – the conversion experience and immediately rape the child two (male) to three-ways (female): anal, mouth and vaginal. As a result, the child never receives relief because of accepting Jesus, only torture. A “fake Jesus” is used as one of the torturers to insure the hate compilation for the real Jesus.
From birth to age 12 or 13 the child is prostituted, raped, tortured, and programmed into the cult, all of which is designed to bring the child to this Coming-of-Age ritual.
At the age of 12 -13, this child then kills a baby, which is most likely the killer’s own baby if female. If a male ritual, a baby is birthed through the cult for the purpose of the ritual. Female DNA and reproductive systems are tampered with in this “system,” making most young girls fertile at a very young age. Doctors, lawyers, police officers, pastors & priests, and every other profession are a part of this system. These persons can present themselves professionally, publicly (mostly through Satanic Ritual Abuse, fragmentation, and programming), not to mention fallen angel and demonic hidden knowledge (tree of knowledge/ancient), so the ability and technology is certainly present for their purpose.
In the killer’s mind, this one is killing the part of their own self who choose Jesus at a young age, making this one a Biblical apostate. Again, the killer (if female) is most likely killing their own child, which represents themself at the age they accepted Jesus and were raped (symbolic). When the baby is killed, the killer kills with the utmost hatred because of all the torture, rape, supposed rejection of Jesus, downloaded iniquity from the bloodline and human anger combined with the Satanic anger accepted by the child. The baby is ritually killed and drained of blood which is drank by the ones involved and then the flesh is eaten.
A spiritual “seal of death” is placed over the killer and the killer agrees to never go back to the Jesus the baby said “yes” to. The killer then chooses to serve Satan whole-heartedly by rehearsing the five “I will’s” of Satan. There is a lot of sex-magik, on the altar at this ritual and most certainly there is intercourse between the one coming of age and a fallen angel, or Satan himself, creating a Nephilim child.
The one coming of age then claims themself to be independent; one who has fully renounced Jesus and accepts Satan as their god. They then receive all 10+ years of programming as now being activated in a way that they receive total responsibility for their own actions moving from victim to perpetrator/coming of age/Satanic Bat Mitzvah, now at the age of accountability. This decision is made with extreme prejudice against Jesus, the One who couldn’t save them (a lie) from the torture and was himself (the fake Jesus) the torturer.
This child then moves into an age of promotion and movement up the cult ranking system, into their programmed purpose: murderer, ritual, runner, witch, assassin, oracle, or a mirror trade within our own society to include Christian pastor, Catholic Priest and so on.
I have much more to learn and I’m leaning on Jesus to use me concerning this information and how He has allowed me to arrive here, regarding my future.
The Truth Project of Salisbury Md. 