11 May 2023

“The Guardian’s Desire” is referred to me, through another I’ve worked with in the past.  Desire is from Cincinnati Ohio, USA, and is concerned about her daughter who’s a cutter, drug user, bulimic, demonized, has overdosed more than once and has stayed in the suicide ward multiple times.

I turn the call around on Desire and find her eternal security is in jeopardy; neither one of them belong to Jesus.  I show her the body of her life’s work through the eyes of a Righteous Judge and she sees the need for salvation through repentance of her sins and the Blood of Jesus Christ.  She weeps as we pray and I invite the Holy Spirit in to occupy her Temple.  I ask Desire, “What’s going on in your body?”  She replies, “I feel light, like weight is gone.  I [got] warm at first, now I feel lighter.” 

I propose a plan for her deliverance and her daughter’s salvation.  She accepts, we get off the phone and all hell breaks loose in her household.  The Kingdom of Darkness revolts against her decision for Jesus and the plan we’ve agreed upon for her daughter and her daughter overdoses on 15 Mat 2023.  

24 May 2023

I’ve been praying for The Guardian’s Desire and her daughter.  Today, she tells me “The doctor wants to put my daughter on lithium.”  We finally get the chance to meet Jesus together on the phone.  I ask Desire, “What are your expectations for today?”  She describes how “Life’s been full of hurt and trauma,” but mostly she expresses her concern for her daughter.  She has some history with new age witchcraft, but claims, “Not too much.”  It only takes once, we will see.  She also suffers from a brain injury, an aneurism ruptured in her head and she doesn’t have a good memory.

I ask for a worship song so we can worship The King, and she sends a link to Pink, Lost Cause.  Yea, I tell her no and suggest another I believe she will respond to. Jesus goes to work on her immediately and shows her a burnt bush in the desert, He releases streams of Living Waters and The Guardian’s Desire gives her heart to Jesus.

As we are worshiping, Desire sends me a message through FB Messenger indicating “I almost immediately got a huge hot flash after the prayer[.] I’m almost completely drenched in sweat.”  Shortly afterwards, she sends me another telling me, “Every time I close my eyes, I see a burnt bush[.] Just one lonely burnt bush.”  Desire doesn’t know the Bible, so I tell her “This could be significant.  The Lord showed Moses a burning bush.”  I’m trying to get The Guardian’s Desire to hear the Holy Spirit and ask, “Jesus, are you with [Desire].”  There’s no answer so I ask, “Can you tell her what that bush represents?”  Again, there’s no answer and Desire tells me, “It’s gone.  Now there’s water [going to the burnt bush].”  Jesus puts it into my mind and I tell her, “The bush is dead.  He’s bringing it back to life.”  She adds, “There’s a small stream, going to the bush.”  I think the bush represents her being and ask Jesus, “Replenish her soul, spirit and flesh with Your Living Waters.  I release Living Waters from heaven to her dry places,” but I was wrong.  

Desire begins crying, regains her voice and tells me, “That was beautiful!”  Jesus shows her that the bush represents her daughter.  He’s telling Desire “I’m bringing life back to your daughter.”   I ask Jesus, “Can you tell [Desire] hello?”  She tells me “I am feeling overwhelmed.  In a good way.”  Jesus wants her to talk to Him.  She claims she doesn’t know what to say so I tell her, “Talk to Him like He’s your friend.”  She thanks Jesus for showing her what He did about her daughter and cries out to Jesus, “I want my baby back.”

Jesus is not speaking through her yet, so I dig to see if I can find reasons why she can’t hear Him.  I feel as if Jesus wants her to give Him her heart.  I ask, “Have you ever been in love before?”  She begins to cry and tells me how she’s loved a man, the only one who’s treated her and her children well.  His name was “Ruler.”  “[Ruler] loved my kids like they were his,” she describes, “But he committed suicide” and this devastates both her and her children.  I explain the love of Jesus and how He wants to be in that place in her life, “He wants your broken heart.  Are you willing to make a deal with Him today?”  She’s scared and tells me “I’ve guarded my heart for so long.  I can try” as she cries.  Jesus tells me to tell her, “You’re broken because of your past.  I have plans for your future.”

Before she can give Jesus her heart, she has to forgive Ruler for the trauma he’s caused.  This sounds foreign, but she must forgive Ruler because of the trauma of his suicide.  Demons cause trauma, then ride in on the trauma like conquerors, set up shop in our being and hang on to their position through the lack of official forgiveness.  We do the necessary work, she releases Ruler, the terms of the deal (covenant) are negotiated and Desire gives her heart to Jesus.  “[The] Warmth is coming back” just as when she gets saved, she tells me.  I cleanse her Areas of Dominion from trauma and establish a new throne and altar for her and the Spirit of God, so they can be together.  Next, Jesus shows her, her sister holding one of her younger daughters, but both of these are no longer living.

This “younger daughter” passes away shortly after birth and Desire’s sister is murdered.  The image Jesus shows her is “Beautiful,” she tells me, “My sister is walking around [in a] room, holding [my baby].”  I ask how both of these family members passed.  She answers about both and the death of her sister strikes me.  Desire tells me about her sister’s murder, “I know who killed my sister.”  His name is “Honor” and she admits, “I am trying not to hate the one who killed my sister.”  I confirm that she really has no proof of Honor being the killer, but she continues with her own list of compiled evidence.  I go to work, she forgives Honor and she asks for forgiveness for assuming something unproven, even if it were so.  She releases Honor, I break the Curse of the Alleged Killer and she tells me, “I hear birds chirping in my head.”  I remember a verse that says a bird (witchcraft) can carry your voice or a winged creature (demon messenger) could tell the matter.   I ask Jesus, “Are these just regular birds or other birds (what’s described in the highlighted scripture)?  He says nothing but puts a memory in Desire’s mind, “[When] they found my sister dead, there was a nest of baby birds on her balcony” she tells me. 

I ask Jesus to share what the birds heard on the balcony, thinking maybe he would give us some closure on what happened that day.  He does not.  I ask if the birds have anything to do with the curse we just broke.  He says “No.”  I ask, “Are you satisfied with her repentance?”  He replies, “Yes.”  I ask, “What’s next for us tonight, Jesus?”  He tells me, “Tell [Desire] goodnight and I love her.”  We will meet again next week to see if Jesus wants to take her healing and deliverance any further.