11 July 2022

Illicit Fire is a twenty-year-old young woman. From a young age Fire has pursued Jesus.  As a young child her and her brother both ask Jesus into their hearts at the kitchen table, at twelve she prays in Jesus with her mother, and at age fourteen she has an experience with Jesus which confirms her covenant relationship to God through Him.  Illicit Fire is a Christian.   

In the past couple years, Fire claims a receding confidence and a steep increase in anxiety.  The anxiety problem has peaked in the last couple months where she has a melt-down during a family event which affects the entire family.  This evening Illicit Fire and I speak, she agrees the problem is spiritual and decides she wants to deal with the issue…Now!

I call into her “house” to see who is causing the anxiety.  We hear nothing.  She speaks of rejection from her father and trauma from her family’s past; but nothing brings up the culprit.  I ask the Holy Spirit, again, “Show us the cause of her anxiety.”  The name “Roderick” immediately comes to her mind. I begin calling this name out and he in turn causes her pain in her chest and eyes.  I command Roderick and he tells me he enters at five years of age, while she’s playing “Doctor” with her older male cousin.  Roderick tells me he’s in charge of “Panic.”  We got him! 

Roderick is taking forever to come out, he is being elusive.  I begin asking Roderick, “Who is your boss?”  We didn’t hear anything for a minute, but finally he gives up Beelzebub.  I put that info in my back pocket and continue dealing with Roderick.  Fire speaks out telling me, “I have to remove something off my phone.”  Honestly, I’m annoyed, thinking “This generation and their cell phones.  She’s taking a break during this to check her cell phone?”  I didn’t question her and we move on. I send the Fire of Heaven into Illicit Fire’s house to burn out Roderick once and for all.  He ends up coming out through her mouth.  Fire tells me, “He’s gone, but something’s still in there,” so we move on to Beelzebub. 

Beelzebub is her family’s generational demon.  He is the strongman, the root, the one who owns the name of her father’s.  Someone on her father’s ancestral bloodline has made a contract; a covenant, selling out their family’s future generations to this high ranking general in the Kingdom of Darkness and he has owned the rights to this ancestral bloodline every since…until today! 

The first time I meet Beelzebub is on day 14 of “The Story of baby: My Father Sold Me into Satanism.”  He speaks at me harshly and looks at me like he wants to kill me.  Since that day, I have met Beelzebub many more times. He never speaks to me again, to date.  Tonight, Illicit Fire quickly pukes Beelzebub into a trash can as I send him to the feet of The King for judgement before the time.  And just like that, it’s over. 

Fire is overjoyed, running a couple celebration laps outside of where we are.  She tells me she feels great!  So, I pray in peace in the place of panic and replace the throne of Beelzebub with that of King Jesus.  I destroy the generational curse over her and bless her future children.  Thank you, Jesus.  I love this job!    

08 August 2022

Almost a month later and I get the opportunity to follow-up with Illicit Fire.  Fire and I walk back through the notes I take during her deliverance and she gives me inside intelligence on things I didn’t know were going on inside her that night.  Before she begins to explain her experience, she tells me, “Before we began to pray I didn’t think anything was in me (unclean spirits), even though I knew something was wrong.” 

Concerning Roderick, the Holy Spirit shows her the name “Roderick” in neon lights against the backdrop of her closed eyelids.  She shares with me that as we are praying her eyes begin twitching in an unnatural way. She explains that “It’s hard to keep them closed as we are praying, but I can’t keep them open either.”  She also explains other negative effects as we pray; breathing is difficult, there seems to be a ball or large obstruction in her throat, and she experiences pain in her jaw.   None of these things happen at the same time, but seemingly through a quick succession.  She also acknowledges, “Now that I look back, Roderick is the one [or at least one of the ones] who has spoken out to me in the past, but I couldn’t recognize a voice.  Sometimes there would be up to three voices; but not like voices. They weren’t spoken words, I just knew them.  I realize this now because they’re gone.”  As she is hearing the “voices” of Roderick, they come through, or manifest as thoughts.  She could even have multiple “thoughts” at the same time.  For instance, she could be literally thinking, “I want you gone” while the “thoughts” question her motives. 

Concerning the app on her smart phone and Beelzebub.  Fire tells me as we’re praying, Jesus puts an image of the app in her head and Fire understands she has to remove it.  The game is being used as a portal by other demonic sources, to gain access to her and separate her from reality.  She attributes the following to the app: “Daydreaming for me had become intense.  I could leave the ‘real world’ and be taken over.  I could be taken away all day long.  I could function in life and daydream at the same time; but if I stopped daydreaming, life could become weird.  Waking from one of these daydreams could be alarming”, she states, “but that doesn’t happen anymore.”  In the case of Beelzebub, he was telling her “I am not going to answer him,” and she heard him screaming “No!” 

Fire asserts that “I don’t feel good about how I look in general, but I now realize that I feel better about myself.  I used to have really dark thoughts about myself.  I used to hate my looks and feel disgusted about myself.”  Thank you, Jesus, for freeing Illicit Fire from the captivity of the Kingdom of Darkness. 

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